Summer hear I go

Head down as I watch my feet take turns entering the next season of my life, summer. I’m ready to take on my own responsible and learn to become independent, but I have to overcome one obstacle my childish behavior. Just the other day I was at the movies with my friends and they started to tease me and I began to get mad and didn’t want to watch the movie anymore, so to get them to stop I stared whining and acting real childish, so they can leave me alone and they did.

Describing me, I say you can’t I’m too hard to define. People may think I’m mature and serious while others may think I’m to silly and that I need to grow up. Well I say I’m in the end of spring beginning of summer, the month of May. May is the month that feels like summer but it’s not summer yet, which reminds me of me. I say I’m in the month of May because I am ready and prepared to take the next step. I’m there I just need a push.

My childish way sometimes can be good and bad. Sometimes I do learn from my childish behavior. And when I think back like wow what I did was really childish what is my mom going to think about it, I began to think about the consequences. Now I am realizing that I have to stop and take on my own actions. Like Lizabeth in the story “Marigolds” when she sneaks out the window and pulls Miss. Lotties marigolds out then looks Miss. Lotties in the face and realizes that it is time to grow up.

Responsible I always been, every since the first day my mom sent me to catch the bus to go pay the telephone since “I’m always talking on it’. Then when I returned safely she told me that I will be sending to pay the bills for now on. Just my mom having me do a big task, and thinking I was responsible enough mad me feel more responsible and proud of myself. After that task more responsibilities came after that, like watching my baby brother and making sure everything was tidied up when she came home.

Finally I am ready to be more responsible, make my own way and make my own mistakes. Realizing that my childish behavior needs to stop although it does get me my way. Decision making, job, friends and new found smarts. Can’t wait for summer hear I go, I’m in.